Walked through Stage 5 Ministry as a recipient before stepping into counseling. Specializes in walking with those struggling with anxiety, fear, perfectionism, and shame.
Having been saved at a young age, I honestly don’t remember the first time I accepted Jesus into my heart. From the earliest age I can remember, I struggled with anxiety — afraid of the unknown and of the things I dreaded might happen.
In high school, insomnia and panic attacks took over more and more of my life. I was also letting sin grow in my heart, and I felt a constant tension between not wanting to disappoint God and still wanting to do what I wanted. I based my relationship with God on how well I could follow my perception of His “rules.”
During this season, the hymn What a Friend We Have in Jesusmade me curious whether I could find relief from the anxiety, shame, and heaviness by spending more time in prayer. I began talking to Jesus while I drove, like He was sitting in the passenger seat. The more I talked to Him, the more I realized the relationship I thought I had with Him wasn’t based on grace — I had always believed it was based on what I did, not on what He did on the cross.
Even after walking away from sin, I still didn’t understand the abundant life Jesus talks about in John 10:10. After years of trying to fix my fear, control, anxiety, and shame, I was introduced to Stage 5 Ministry. As I learned how to walk in step with Christ in full surrender, I experienced freedom from my anxiety. I no longer have panic attacks, and fear is no longer a constant struggle for me.
After years of being a recipient of the work of Stage 5 Ministry, I am so grateful to now walk alongside others, just as Carolyn walked alongside me.